My soul, dances within the dark of my sea,
while my spirit shines loudly, powered, humble and free.
My mind sails away as it yearns for a touch of peace.
As my heart gets weak,
waves of tears flow,
drowning,
sunken,
incomplete.
Foundation hits bottom a woeful defeat
Trials,
Just me
Quickly going insane
Miles of miserable
Destructive actions echo my pain
My vessel moves onward amazing like, exquisitely.
Flowing, passionately, dipping,
The intensity
Deeply, madly my thoughts rain fire destruction
a burning pain,
Tears
water damaged,
in my soul,
Scars that can never be managed
Wait
I can swim
Soul destroying motion
The kicking and pulling, an unvaried, deceptive notion.
Floating face down in a sea of tears
Drowning in a selfish sea of fears.
Pull and stretch as I scream and call
Grabbing for nothing when nothing is my all.
Washing away sailing away, drifted to another place in time.
Far away, looking for a better place
Searching for an obscure place to hide.
A freedom for my mind.
Lost in a sea of tears that expand.
My mind drifting apart from the stability of sand.
A million grains that trains the way of the land
I’ve reached solid ground
I survived I didn’t drown
I’ve reached a pinnacle
A milestone Miracle
Floating wing’s open air born soaring
An absence of yearning
Incomplete missions now complete
Survival
Time changes for a greater glory
Gracefully broken in an intense thunderstorm story
Bring me back to before the storm
My vessel is my story
Bandaged and complete I swim free in the elegance of the sea that has always been me